This week has been very productive for me! I have gotten a lot accomplished around the house, so hopefully now that things are caught up, and can keep up with it. Which wont be that hard, now that I am not sick. Things got horribly messy while I did nothing. Which I hope Matt realizes just how much I do around the house after seeing it last week, compared to this week. I wont hold my breath for that though, boy can't figure anything out.
Remember how I was talking about our one year anniversary, and how I really wanted flowers? Yeah, the day came and went and no flowers, no present, not even a card. I was lucky to get a "happy anniversary" out of him. To his benefit he took me out to a lovely sushi dinner and we went and saw "Alice in wonderland" in Imax 3D. That would have been perfect, however he was tired, and grumpy the whole night, which put the whole night into just another day. I wish he would just take the extra effort into our relationship! He expects me to cook, clean, get a job, lose weight and more for him. He thinks by me doing that, is my way of showing him I love him. Which sure, I can see cooking and cleaning for him being a way to show that to him, but when he expects it, it takes the love out of it. Not to mention, I put in all this effort and I am not getting much in return! His idea of love is getting up every morning and going to work and bringing in money.... news flash, he would have to do that married or not, so how is that love?! If you have the answer, please let me know. Cause I would love to know!
Oh well, I wont go on ranting about him in this blog entry. I have started my diet up again. I hate how it is again, and not for the second time, it's like a billionth "again". However, I am proud that I don't just give up, I keep going back to it, and even when I am not "on" I try to make healthier choices. So, let's hope weight comes off this time, and I keep with it. I am going to get into the swing of eating right, and once I have that, start going to the gym again for about 30 - 60 min everyday of Cardio. Hopefully by the time Matt is out of prototype I will have lost about 30 - 40 pounds. That would be nice! Then when I meet new people, I wont feel like that oversized blob in the crowed. Just a blob... hehe
Anyway, I still have things around the house I want to get done before Matt gets home, I just wanted to pop on here and update! Toodles!
~ Live, Laugh, Love
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